______, I’ve given it lots of thought. You can’t keep relying on ______ for love. Don’t keep reading this post pretending that you don’t know it’s for you. And to the person who stalks me on facebook, this is for _______, but i think you need to know this as much as she does. Heavens, you stupid girl do you know how much you frightened me that day, with your _____ on the table and ______ everywhere. If you want me to help you you have to help yourself. You can’t keep on doing this, one day you’ll realise how stupid you are now. How do you expect others to love you and yourself to love others if you don’t even have the least bit of it for yourself?! I reckon that all of us are just a little bit broken and lonley on the inside, and it’s up to you to make the best out of it. _________, I want you to be brave enough to try doing that. For you it’s a large step but I hope you’ll manage it all by yourself, and not rely on ______ so much. Holding people away from you and denying youself love doesn’t make you stronger one bit. It just makes you hollower and weaker, if anything at all, cause you do it out of fear that if you love a person with all you heart you can’t take it if the person leaves. At the end of the day you either concentrate on what’s tearing you apart and what’s keeping you together. Concentrate of the latter. Think of the people around you. You think you are__________, but how do you know youre not worthless to someone else? We’ve been through our share of times and I want to tell you you are one of the most beautiful, funny and wonderful people I’ve met. And on account of that I want to ask you what are you doing with the person I met 4 years ago.you are not her. You are _____, _______ , and __________. And that is probably what hurts most. Remembering what you used to be. I’m not going to be there for you 24/7 and neither is ______. you have hands and legs and feet and a proper functioning brain. Use them. Get up and out of your _____ because it’s sickening to see you waste away like that. I don’t care, it’s something you have to and need to do. Move. On. Remember only the things you need to, pack the rest inside a tiny drawer and shove it all into the cranny of your head and concentrate on friends and school and perhaps dreaming. You’ve forgotten entirely what it’s like to dream altogether. The way you pretend, I know. You’re hiding everything. Even the future itself. But I want you to remember one thing. That you did love ________. Don’t ever forget what it felt like. Start by loving yourself as how you have loved ______.
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